Xlg Machine

Why am I dreaming?
My dream is a dream of two parts, the first part of the dream I'm holding my friend in my arms as he bleeds to death with a knife in his back in his home of another friend of mine stabbed me tell you that she loves him, she whispers "I love you" when you die the house burns to the ground, the next I wake up in a hospital attached to chest tubes, heart monitors and ivy, the hospital is dark almost black of the bulb flashes occasionally when I open the eyes of my left arm is replaced by an arm of the machine and the ends of a little less not as polished the same. http://www.therpf.com/f9/terminator-salvation-arm-96266/, half of my face on my right side was burned including the eye, instead of a face I had this replacement handle, cut the image in half and remove all add-ons like shit beard, along with letters and his face is left http://www.impawards.com/2009/ transformers_revenge_of_the_fallen_xlg.html
While dreams are almost impossible to decipher unless you know the person well, you can apply some items used in the Rorschach test of protection. That can get weird … but the knives probably represent two things, sex and conflict. Bleeding to death, this is an exaggeration, may have something to do with feel distanced from them. I do not know all aspects of their lives to try to apply that to you the situation. The house burning down is probably something to do with their values being challenged by this desire / sexual conflict. Waking up in the hospital could have a lot to do with you not feel in control of Your Own life or situation. Dehumanized may have something to do with feeling that change into something else, and not by choice, going back both bleeding to death and not the sense of control. Your information will only again, I do not know, but do your best to apply to your situation. Dreams can be difficult. Look up Freud's theory of the ego, superego and the id for more information on what the conflict might be. Identification of emotions is very important.
